eighteen

sentiment
I'm cheating this week. this is an old photograph of me I scanned and turned into a polaroid. that's my teddy bear, Panada. I just brought him back from my house to college with me because I realized I had to ball up my sheets and hold them on my side to sleep in the right position without him.
his name is Panada because when I was a little kid I couldn't say Piñata. why is was then applied to my teddy bear, I don't know, he's just always been that, just like the ribbon on his nose has always been there, I don't remember moving it there.